Conflicted

Is it possible to fall in love with someone you have never physically met? Is it possible to have so much in common with someone that lives thousands of miles away? Am I silly to think there could be a future with this human?

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I’ve Been…

I’ve been hurt, I’ve been broken, I’ve been devastated, I’ve been broken hearted, but no matter what I’ve alway bounced back..

At times it may have taken me longer than it had before, but when you allow yourself to step outside of the issue and see it for what it truly is, it makes it that much easier to rebuild yourself and put yourself back together the way YOU want. I refuse to let my hurt and my brokenness control my life anymore. I’m too good of a person to allow that..

This last bought of brokenness has truly made me learn who I am and what I want for ME. I LOVE the person I am becoming and that’s because I am fighting my ass off to become her. Sure I have set backs and bumps in the road, but I refuse to let that define me and stop me. When you give up you are allowing yourself failure and failure is something that is not in my vocabulary!

I’m on a pretty awesome journey and finding the confidence and love for myself that I have lacked for many many years. If you want to follow my journey you can, I’m on Instagram @jodisfitjourney I love helping people and if I can inspire or help change just one person then I know I am doing my job! I want to see everyone succeed!

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Random Thoughts

I bet you never thought it was possible. I bet you never thought i had the strength to not contact you. I bet you thought I would cave….

I’ve come close, I miss you more than I ever thought possible. I relive the last time I touched your face or felt your lips or looked in to your eyes… I think back to the last time we were together and so much of that visit I would do different.

But even with all this time apart and all this time with no contact, I still miss you and love you as much as I did then… I see you in my dreams!

But the fact of the matter is, you made your choice. You chose to live a life without me. I hope that has brought you happiness..

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